I guess its time...

for an update.
I'll start with the depressing stuff and end on a happy note! ;)
Where do I begin!? I'll start with I'm not longer employed at Office Depot. My last day was last Wednesday. It was a very sad day. A few tears were shed. I really am going to miss that place. It has been my one constant for the past two years of my life. I have friends there that I know really care for me. It really is my second family and I miss them so much. There are some I miss more than others. I had made a really good friend and am having a hard time right now with leaving them but I know it was for the best. Something I really had to do for myself. I had one of my managers call me on Saturday because he didn't work for the past week and a half so he wanted to call and see how I was doing. I miss them and will probably go visit this week. ;) Thats sad I know but I can't really describe what that place means to me. I really was and still am scared to leave it.
...with that said I have started a new job. 9 to 5 baby!! I am working for L&N Federal Credit Union. I started training on Wednesday and have it all this week and start at the branch next Monday. I'm really excited! I really think this will help me decide what I want to major in. I was just meant to go into business. It looks good on me! I really like it and enjoy what I'm learning and will be doing. We'll see how it goes! ;)
So, with the new job its like a whole new life! I'm home by five and have all evening with Abby and I have Saturdays off!! (for the most part, if I do work its only 9-noon) Its amazing. I'm beginning to feel like a normal person! I'm starting to get on a more normal sleeping schedule!(after 5 yrs!) Its nice. I wear real clothes everyday now! More than p.j's! I'll have to take a picture, I really am proud of this new job and love how it makes me feel!
Mike is dating a new girl her name is Rachel. She seems really nice and more importantly Mike really likes her! She has a son who is two years old. Speaking of children. Today was stake conference. It was kind of a big thing for me. I had Abby this weekend so she (of course) came with me. I'm still really having a hard time being a "single" "mom". I don't want guys to know about her and I can't describe why but I just want to protect her. Its really hard, so today everyone saw who I really am. Its weird, I was talking with my friend Ben and he said that its good to know up front about Abby and that just blew my mind! Its so hard for me to do that. I can see where thats coming from though. Its just hard trying to figure the whole thing out. But its not that big of a deal anyway, its not like I have guys asking me out or anything!! I'll tell ya, I'm ready to date! I think. ;) I'm kind of starting to enjoy the single life. I think about it and I really don't have the time to date and don't know if I want to make the time. ;) I like out situation right now. It works good for me. Its funny though, my mom thinks I should go out to Seattle and date Mike's roommate. She thinks hes pretty neat. I think I am going to go out there soon. Mike's really lonely and they do have a HUGE singles program out there. Sometimes its just nice to get away and be reassured that there are single guys out there! So in the next few months I'll probably go out there. Mom said she thinks it would be a great idea for me to go out there! We'll see.
Other good news, I'm down another size. Thats four sizes smaller. I'm proud of that. Also the summer season is approaching. For those of you who knew about my friendly mole on my underarm that has been with me for the past 23 years. It is no more, thats right I finally got up the courage to get it removed!
So, the biggest things going on in my life right now is leaving the OD and starting at the credit union. Man, I miss the OD! It really is hard, I really miss them(you know who you are);). (more than words)
LOL, I'm such a goober! and a total rocker!! Yesterday I was sitting at the computer with the window open and our neighbor across the street has her house for sale and she was having someone look at it so I thought I might help the sale along. I turned on 'new kids on the block' and totally started rockin out! SERIOUSLY, who would not want to date this!!! ;)
Well thats all for tonight folks, I need to go do my nails ;) I'm sure there's more but thats all for now. Till next time!

something to look foward too....

an update! I PROMISE I will update tonight, probably not till late but I WILL update! :)